I Have a Vagina. I’m Not a Woman. And I’m Totally Cool with It.
Next Thursday, I will get a vagina. The procedure will last around six hours, and I will be in recovery for at least three months.
Until the day I die, my body will regard the vagina as a wound; as a result, it will require regular, painful attention to maintain. This is what I want, but there is no guarantee it will make me happier.
I like to say that being trans is the second-worst thing that ever tranvestite to me.
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The worst was being born a boy. But in my experience, at least: Dysphoria feels like being unable to get warm, no matter how film manga porno layers you put on.
It feels like hunger without appetite. It feels like getting on an airplane to fly home, only to realize mid-flight that this is it: It feels like grieving. It feels like having nothing to vegina.